Because I Have Nothing Better To Do

4am wide awake, thinkin bout life and thinkin bout hate

You can’t be great if don’t give in to them who wanna pretend

That they wanna see you win.  May I begin about all my struggle

A mind too strong that you always seeing double, wanna avoid trouble

But trouble seems to find you, right behind you

The older that I get the more things I find true

Threw with all the lies.  Wolves in sheep disguise

Smiling in my face, but plottin my demise

Up rise?  Best believe Im gonna

Too much pride to go under

Pride in myself. Always protect chest

The place the heart rest

Aint afraid of you, so I fuck with the best

Guess I felt like taken a chance

But chance is grabbin life and askin it to dance

And not the two step. Nah Ima salsa in this bitch

Always seeking knowledge.  Healing to my brain, so I call it the stitch

A bar for everyday of my life

If Im 42 without a wife

You better believe im still proud of my life

Inspite of not meeting the rules you write

Cause right is all relative

And those thoughts aren’t relative

I like a pure mind so I keep my brain celibate

I look at the world and wonder whats wrong with it

I admit that we can’t quit till we better it

But too many people look at my views and say they aint legit

Well shit, if I can’t press forward and have something to look toward

Then why is every one worried?

I hurry to find whats real

Instill my heart with logical skills

Serving up the truth, thats ALL I give

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